THE CUP THAT WAS NEVER WASHED
I am a simple ceramic mug,
cracked and chipped at the rim, but I hold more than just a memory; I hold an
absence. I sit on the kitchen counter, right where she left me. My inner surface
is marked with tea stains and forgotten sugar. I am the cup that was never
washed.
They try to ignore me. They
talk around me, silently avoiding a painful truth. They pretend I am just
another piece of clutter, an object that will eventually end up in the sink.
But I am not clutter. I am a reminder of a life that ended too soon, a vessel
carrying the last remnants of a person they lost.
I remember her hand, warm
and familiar, wrapping around my handle. I recall how she would stir her tea,
the spoon clinking against my sides. She would sit at this counter for hours,
staring out the window with her mind far away. I remember the last time she
drank from me; her lips left a faint mark. The tea was cold by then. She left
me here, and she never came back.
Her mother, with a shaking
hand, sometimes reaches for me. Her fingers hover as if she wants to wash me,
to scrub away the stain of her daughter's last moments. But she can’t. To wash
me would mean washing away the last physical piece of her, the final link to a
life that is now just a memory. So she puts her hand down, and I stay here, a
silent watcher on the counter.
Her father sometimes looks
at me from across the room, his eyes filled with grief too heavy to express. He
sees not a cup, but a story—a story of a daughter who was here one moment and
gone the next, a story of a life that left a gap in their world. He sees me and
feels all the things they didn’t say, the conversations they skipped, the love
they didn’t share fully.
I am a cup, but I am also a
tomb. I hold the weight of her last moments, the memory of her last breath. I
stand as a testament to a family's grief, a constant reminder of a love that
can never fade. And so, I will remain here, the cup that was never washed, a
vessel for a story that has no end.

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