LIFE IS NOT AS WE EXPECTED

Life is not as we expected. People think that being the youngest child has prevailed and they don't have any worries. But they don't know the pain inside. With time, everything will change. Sometimes, you feel like people don't trust you. Although people love and care, there might not be trust. In some respects, people might not be involved in the decision making. People might think that the youngest one is not mature and cannot give input in the decision making. Although the youngest one has been trying a lot but people surrounding don't appreciate or appreciate the work they have done. They do complain that the youngest doesn't do anything. Sometimes, demotivated people make them feel low, and discouragement makes the youngest feel low. This leads to mental stress. Sometimes, they want to boycott the people who have been discouraging and make them low. Their eyes are filled with tears, but nobody sees the pain. Sometimes, the youngest ones don't prefer to share what they have problems because people might not understand what problem they are suffering. There are other factors that they don't prefer to share. It is because people are judgmental. People are too quick to judge. Sometimes they don't talk with those people because they might give you negative vibes. They want to be alone and need personal space. Sometimes negative thoughts won't let them sleep. It becomes nightmares. Although the pain might be small, it hurts bitterly, and they don't have the person to share. When they don't have a close friend or person to share, it hurts more. They feel like they are left alone. They feel like you don't have anyone. It triggers for a long period of time. Sometimes, they want to go away from everything. 

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Sometimes we are fed up with trying. Now we want to give up. When nobody is aside us, it's more complicated. For a long period of trying and when we don't succeed, we give up. Similarly, when we don't have any supportive hands, it bothers us. We don't want to try again. It hurts us more. We just want to sit quietly. People say that try until you die but practically, it's not possible. We need to try but what if success doesn't come. What if it is wasted? Sometimes we need luck. And everyone is not lucky. We remain underrated. We don't want to be overrated or underrated. If our colleagues become successful and we remind behind, it bothers us. Although we have the skills, are hardworking and we are not able to reach in the heights, it bothers and hurt us.